Oh buddy I hope you will find that”special reason or someone” to help you ABSOLUTELY let go and enjoy the moment when it comes, please 🙏 let me know when you scream an “forget EVERYTHING ELSE “ but the joy of the orgasm you experience. I am getting a hardon just talking about this with you. Thank you for your honesty and saying you find it difficult to understand. Keep going bud you will get there.😉💧💧💦💦💦💦💦💧💦💧💦💧💦💦💦💧💧👌🏻💧💧💧💦💦💦💦