Cheating sex while your partner is calling the best. First time it happened to me my mind was in a pretzel like feeling. First time I just let go and really choose someone else's dick over him
My partner was the 1st and only guy I'd been with for a long while, once a friend broke me, got me into cheating on him I lost all sense of loyalty, hit triple digits quick. I used to see how many guys I could link up with in a night while he working. I've since calmed down but something in me broke for a time and I went destructive.